Homo sapiens

It was almost a month of living without live TV program. I was very pissed off by a stupid, unresponsible landlord. It took only 10 minutes to fix the problem but she let it tortured me for over three weeks. I went to tell her that I fixed it already and asked her had she ever sent someone to check for the problem. She said she checked the control box and there was no problem with the signal. da!!! The fact is she never take a sh_t to take care of this problem! What should I say?

Aj. Nongnuch told us a joke when we were driving to Sri Racha. Do you know what scientific name of human being is? The answer is Homo sapiens . Everyone in scientific area knew it for sure. But do you know, human can be classified into two subspecies; H. sapiens sapiens and H.sapiens stupidous.

Q: What is a right classification of my landlord?
A: ____________________ (fill in the blank please)

I Chose to be in Heaven

I was never satisfy with who I am. I couldn't admit who I am. I couldn't accept that I am weak. I couldn't do what I wanted to. I couldn't travel as far as I wanted to. I spelled these curses to myself just for torturing my soul. I judged myself for not being a good person. These curses had put me in the ring of fire. I was suffered everytimes I did something bad and I never let it go easily because I wanted to be good person (in others eyes). THAT WAS MY PROBLEM. I judged myself too harsh. I drew a line for everything I did and I usually couldn't follow it. When I broke the line, I felt guity. I couldn't admit everybody can make mistake including me. I forgive others so easily but not to myself. WHY!!! BECAUSE I NEVER SATISFY WITH WHO I AM AND I NEVER LEARN TO DEAL WITH THE TRUTH!!! The truth that nobody is perfect!

Not long ago, I went to the worst peroid of my life. When you reached the lowest point. It was like when you are drowing, you would do anything to lift your head above water. I realized it was time to change my attitude toward myself and others. I CHOSE TO BE ME! no matter how bad I am, how many more mistakes I will make, I will live with it! I chose to be happy. I CHOSE TO BE IN HEAVEN.

Souvenir from Aumi's dad.

Aumi's dad gave me these cacti on my first visit to their home! So nice of him. I want to show him progression of his cacti. They grow very fast (probably because I take good care of it ;>). I separated them into 5 big pots and many small containers. One in a big pot and all the small one were given away. Actually, these cacti grow very fast themself. I am just water them regulary, give them fertilizer and insecticide from time to time.

This furry one is also from Aumi's house.

When I got them from Aumi's dad.

My cacti collection

Ho ho ho, I have a digital camera (even it is for temporary). I was waiting to show you guys my cacti collection. And it is time!!! I borrowed a digital camera from my friend (very much thanks to her). I took bunch of photos after I was envy Pa Larp for having such a nice picture of her cacti collection for quite a while....(555).


I started my collection about 2 and half years ago. I began with 2-3 of them and now there are almost 250. They were everywhere on my balcony before my dad got the shelf up for me. He visited me last month and saw the mess on the balcony so he built me a shelf for cacti. He said he will build two more. That means I will have space for more cacti..... I am so glad he likes my cacti otherwise I have to stop getting a new one because of limited space. He is such a wonderful dad.

Round or Oval

Can you tell me the pattern of my dress is round or oval dots? I thought I bought a dress with round dots print but why it turn out to be oval dots 555.

A close up look!

TV gone wild

The final episote of "เมื่อดอกรักบาน" is showing tonight. BUTTTTTTT...you see what happen to my TV! I told my landlord to fix this problem many times. It's been more than 2 weeks since the first notice. If I miss the episote tonight, I will blame it all to her! All she said was I will try to get the cable guy to fix it as soon as possible and now it's been over 2 weeks!!!

High

Today I went to see my dentist. She replaced what she calls "loop" with a rubber C-chain. I noticed one of my teeth is shorter than others so I asked her what was happened to it. She said she intend to make it shorter. Should I believe her? But...what can I say? She is a dentist!!! If I argue her, she may pull all my teeth out!!

Here is the song I want to dedicate it to one of my friend (and myself too). It may not quite fit the situation she is facing but I hope it helps.

"When you're close to tears remember, someday it'll all be over. One day we're gonna get so high........."

"One day it will all be over." No matter good or bad, happiness or sad, come across your life...always remember... sooner or later it will all be over.

Someday We'll Know

I really love this song from the first moment I heard it. It might be because everything were perfectly timing for me when this song was played on the radio. I was driving home and felt so tired after a long hour working in the lab. My mind was kind of out of place because there were so many issues in the lab and so many issue going on with me. So I decided to detour to the botanical garden. It was about 10 minutes driving from the campus. It was in fall so there were not many green out there. I sat in the car and had the radio on while trying to get my mind back. This garden was one of my sanctuary when I felt bad. I had about half hour before the garden was closed. It was very cold and quiet. All I heard was sound of leaves moving and falling on the ground. It sounds sad but you know...sometime being in a quiet place makes you hear your voice louder.

I had the radio on. This song played and caught me right away. I didn't catch all the words at the begining and didn't even know it's name or the artist. The song begins with "Ninety miles outside Chicago. Can't stop driving I don't know why". ha...I'd been to Chicago...what are they talking about Chicago?...It sounds a love song..... After some research (sounds seroius ha..), it is a love song, sound track from movie "A Walk to Rememer". The lyric is very beautiful and touching ,but still, there are some words that I don't know the depth meaning such as "Did the captain of the Titanic cry?'. Some said they mean the cantain in the first made Titanic film. What made him cry??? His boat sank or his love one was dead, I wonder. Here is the lyric.


I like the sentence 'I'm speeding by the place I met you for the ninety-seventh time tonight'. I think he was hurt everytime he drove pass the place they met. He knew to his heart that it was hurt but he did it for 97 times, why??? It might be because at the 98th time he will see she is standing right there.

YOUTUBE is back!!

I'm so glad that youtube can be viewed again. In my opinion, there is no reason to block youtube in order to stop veiwers from getting to unappropriate contents.
I was in Prajuab-keereekan last weekend and had a chance to visit research station belong to DOF. I last visited this place 15-16 years ago when I was a freshman. If you guys still remember, we had a field trip for General Fisheries class. We visited many places including this research station. One of a remarkable memory from this field trip is the nurse shark in a big tank near the mountain. So bad, that shark is dead. They replaced it with a new one name Sparky. An officer told us, the name "Sparky" was given by a daughther of Prince Chulaborn. Sparky is very friendly. It will come to get fish from your hand and you can even touch it. But be careful, it is very naughty one. It will splash water and make you soaking wet if it see you hold fish in your hand and don't pass the fish to it.