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Cry my heart out.

Easy to one but difficult to the other

What seems easy to you might be difficult for others. If it is never happen to you, you never know how hard it is. Once it happen to you, you will learn.

How long did I leave this blog quiet?

It's been long since my last post. After my mom passed away, almost everything had changed. I didn't have any inspiration to write or focus on my thought though they are so many things running around in my head. Today it is a good start again.

Do you notice that when you are down or in trouble, everything seems dark and exits are dead end. The strenght in you is weakening....by what...it is all because of yourself. One of my friend used to say 'no one can make you sad or happy but you'. It is so darn true! But when you are weak, you totally forget about this truth.

No matter how much support you get from family and friends, all those are wasteless if you are not agree to lift your chin up.

Don't let yourself down for no reason.

ha ha this is just a theory...It is easier said than done jing jing...

Solid

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If the fear hasn't kill me yet, notthing will.

I got inspiration to write again. I have been not paying attention on my thought for quite awhile. My thought was ocuppied with the "outside". It is time to speak my thought again. Lately, I has been listening to John Mayer's new album almost everyday. Ideas he put in his songs touched me in many ways. It was like taking back me to the tough days I had been through. Thanks to those days for changing my attitude toward things, even it has changed the way I think of myself.

"If the fear hasn't kill me yet, notthing will."

Notthing in the world to fear but weakness in you.

Icecream lover

Can anyone tell me where I can get this flavor in Thailand?

Postsecrets

I don't know the meaning of it...I like it then I put it in.....
Thanks to postsecrets.

It's not the gifts that makes me smile.

It's not the accomplishment that makes me happy...It's not the gifts that makes me smile....but it's the great time I shared with all who care about me.

Enjoy the Simple Things

Wake up 7 am
Bout time we do it again
Sushine today
I better make plans
Cause it rained yesterday
But that was ok
Cant complain
I love it either way

Living everyday like it's my last
I refuse to be stuck in the past
People actin like machines
Cause they're scared to live their dreams
No not me

I just enjoy and celebrate
Enjoy the love we make
Enjoy, appreciate
Enjoy
Just keep on doing it
'Til my hearts content
And enjoy when someone smiles
Enjoy
So just enjoy the simple things
Enjoy the day life brings
Enjoy the song love sings
Enjoy
Just keep on doing it
'Til your hearts content
And enjoy the gift of life
Enjoy

If you wanna find the paradise
Do it now never too late to try
Lose your inhibitions
Let your inspiration set you free

And just enjoy and celebrate
Enjoy the love we make
Enjoy, appreciate
Enjoy
Just keep on doing it
'Til my hearts content
And enjoy when someone smiles
Enjoy
So let's enjoy the simple things
Enjoy the day life brings
Enjoy the song love sings
Enjoy
Just keep on doing it
'Til your hearts content
And enjoy the gift of life
Enjoy

And the people say

Enjoy la la la la la [Repeat]

I just enjoy and celebrate
Enjoy the love we make
Enjoy, appreciate
Enjoy
Just keep on doing it
'Til my hearts content
And enjoy when someone smiles
Enjoy
So just enjoy the simple things
Enjoy the day life brings
Enjoy the song love sings
Enjoy
Just keep on doing it
'Til your hearts content
And enjoy the gift of life
Enjoy

Enjoy la la la la la [Repeat]

Why????

I was very busy for the last few weeks. Next Monday the school is started. I haven't finished preparing the class materials yet....The rest of this week, I am going to be swamp!!! Three months break flew by just like that. I was planing to do so many things. I dreamed about having all the class materials ready before the semester starts but......It was just a dream........

But you know what... I have learnt something.....I realized when I was occupied with so many tasks, I forgot about what made me sad or depress....Now, all the emotional attach to the situation is gone!!! I am not sure whether time heals or the work does!!! I went back to think about it....why I was so stupid to let those things made me down... I learn to forgive so that I can be forgiven.

Now I know I can lean on the strong side of myself....

Sinor Pico

Sinor Pico is one of the authentic Mexican restaurants in BKK. It is located at the Rembrandt Hotel, Sukhumvit 18. It was the first Mexican food I had in three and half year. I had almost forgotten the Mexican taste. The restaurant is very nice. It made me feel like I was in Mexico. They had live music by a Mexican band. I am not sure that they have the live band playing every night or only on weekend. We were there to celebrate a friend birthday. It took more than one hour before the foods were served. Anyway, it's worth waiting though.



The entrance.

The live band.


Her birthday!

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Something Beautiful

Yesterday, my English teacher at AUA assigned the class to talk about the Valentines'day (I think it was a bit too late to talk about the V day in late March). We listened to a conversation between a brother and a sister who were having dinner at a restaurant on the Valentines'evening. The teacher told us to write down what we caught from the conversation. The main idea was that the brother was optimistic about love and the Valentines' but the elder sister felt Valentines' was cynical. The teacher asked us who did we agree? Some said Valentines' is getting too commercial instead of representing the romance. For me, I do love Valentines' even though, lately, my Valentines' is so quiet. 555



You can't manufacture a miracle
The silence was pitiful-that day
And love is getting too cynical
Passion's just physical-these days
You analyse everyone you meet
But get no sign - loving kind
Every night you admit defeat
And cry yourself blind

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

The DJ said on the radio
Life should be stereo - each day
And the past that cast the unsuitable
Instead of some kind of beautiful
You just couldn't wait
All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day
You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way

Some kind of beautiful x3

All your friends think you're satisfied
But they can't see your soul, no, no, no
Forgot the time feeling petrified
When they lived alone

If you can't wake up in the morning
'Cause your bed lies vacant at night
If you're lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Can't control it try as you might
May you find that love that won't leave you
May you find it by the end of the day

You WON'T be lost, hurt, tired or lonely
Something beautiful will come your way x2

Mouth watering

My favorite menu at Zaxby's. Notthing beats the first bite! Zax's Zalad is a house menu of Zaxby. It comes with fresh vegetable, crispy fried chicken, a slice of yummy bread and the house dressing. I wish they expand the francise to BKK soon.

Wings and Things is an unresistable menu. Spicy tasty wings and crispy fried chicken...the heaven is infront of you!!!!

I Can't Resist Finally!

What is happening with me?
I can't stop smiling when I am watching this series. "Chun" is so cute! Or...finally.....I am hypnotized by K-pop boys.

Hey !!! I Am In

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same



บางที่เรา try too hard to stay in the game จนเรา forget what we are fighting for.
Sooner or later, it will turn your "enthusiasm" and "feeling of the achievement" down. ชักจะไปกันใหญ่แล้วเรา just want to thinking out loud....to remind why I am in this ring ....

Happy Valentine's to all who are in LOVE

This is what I am going to do for this Valentine's.....watch this movie over again for the 6th time.

You Don't Know It Until You Feel It (Episode II)

Episode 2

What was solution for my 'lonely' weekend? It is so simple....After many days thinking about 'the lonely symptom' I had, I found that it was not the lonely feeling I had made me suffer. It was because I felt so upset that I couldn't handle it. I expected too much of myself. The final solution is "let it be". I can be happy, sleepy, hungry, angry...why not 'lonely'. It is just another kind of feeling I must deal with it wisely.

Do you ever feel alone or lonely though you are surrounded by friends? It is much more painful than being alone and feeling lonely.



Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way

Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away